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Lesson :

Depression is one of the most horrible thing someone can go through,i've been there done that i know.
Its tough really tough,it is very draining,drains one of whatever life he or she has left.
It is like a disease it keeps spreading throughout you,slowly taking over your life from the shadows it came from.
When it comes you cannot hide from it,infact sometimes you welcome it with open arms.
Negativity hits you from all sides,like walls closing in on you and you will feel suffocated.
The pain becomes too overwhelming that you rather die.
You wonder wheres the silver lining in the cloud or the light at the end of the tunnel that people often speak of.
You start to think everything is a lie.All you ever experienced was a lie,nothing means anything anymore.
Your heart dies leaving you nothing but an empty shell,dead heart in a dead world.


You go crazy because many things are racing through your already chaotic mind.
In truth it might seem that we are thinking of many things at once but actually its our thoughts queuing up one after another like a queue because the human brain does not think of many things at once it only can process a thing at a time.
So thats why it is valuable to learn the skill of positive thinking,because our thoughts are queued up for processing we can insert positive thoughts to cut to the first in queue to push back negative thoughts to the back.
In doing so you will be empowering yourself.
Like when i was on the edge of no return,i inserted other thoughts to quickly push back all the negativity.


Some might ask but isn't that a bad idea too as you will be pushing back the negativity to the back of the queue doesn't that means that one day it will still come back and its square one again?
Yes,it comes back but by pushing the negativity to the back it gives you time in your clear state of mind to cut off and eliminate totally all the negativity thats left at the back of the queue.




More to be continued as usual....well well well i wonder how many people actually reads my blog...hmmmmm