The bitter end?

What im going to type in the next few posts is going to be even more depressive than what i've ever done so far so be prepared.
Why am i putting so much emphasis on the pain?
I am creating leverage for myself,i need more leverage to push myself forth.
At times i submit myself to feeling disempowerment.
I have lots of fire burning but it gets smaller at times.
Lately i've have been feeling really down,the goal i set for myself seem more difficult the more i learnt about business etc.
Disempowering thoughts and questions were pulling me down.
So i need to associate as much pain as i can to the experience to break up my pattern to change everything,to turn things around.
By making it more painful ,painful to the point that i tell myself ok i must change or i rather be dead.
To then think and bring in the pleasures that will follow after changing the pain.




I will be sharing with you peeps soon on what technique im using to create that leverage to get out of pain and into pleasure.
There is going to be more posts on self improvements etc to come.
I will share whatever i can which i learnt to you peeps.
To learn from experience is good but if your can learn from someone's else experience thats better.
I couldn't be who i am now and to be if i didn't give myself that chance.
So to whoever who are reading ,if you have any areas in your life that you want to change please give yourself the chance.
Come to me if you want i will see how i can help you,i m more than willing to help.
I know i can't force you with all this information ,knowledge etc you will come when you are ready for it.



The saga of pain begins next>>.........IN THE HALLS OF AWAITING

One last thing,miss stranger pls do tag me if you can,it will be appreciated.haha.