Wednesday, January 7, 2009

The end is the beginning is the end

This is the start of a new chapter in my life,it is the end of something and the start of another.
What i gained from the end will be brought forward to my new beginning.
Sacrifices had to be made no doubt but it is worth it.
Even as painful and unwanted as it may be but i had to do it.
It might be very selfish of me to do it but its what i want and theres no turning back.
To xiaoran i didn't mean to leave u behind as i did but i have to or i know i won;t have enough will to carry on my future journey.
It was a necessary evil,do or break thing.
You wont be able to understand now maybe next time u would.
To the rest of my organization who might be reading this.
No need to wonder what happened or what,if u do read this then good.
Im currently embarking on a new chapter,a chapter i was supposed to step into last year but i didn't.It was pushed aside,kept aside and maybe even escaped from but i know i have to face it someway somehow.
And so here im no turning back already now is really no back road left for me.It have to be so ,so that i will give in my all for it.
I'm going to do trading with my cousins and i have plans,big plans ahead to go for.
Nothing is finalized yet have to wait for my cousin to be back and we discuss further of our partnership in it.But whatever it is im still going to do trading.
Its a do or die,make or break.

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