Chains off

Are you waiting for something
'cause there's a tension in the air
Of something unresolved
I can sense it in your heart
So step down
Look around
You could leave it all behind
Never hear another sound
Say you're holding onto something
We're just wasting time
We're taking up space
I swear it feels like this could die
I can see
To a degree
Say you're holding onto nothing
And it's showing all over your face


Where did you hide yourself
For these searchlights are growing dim
I know this isn't much to recollect
Better now to close this puppet show
And say that it's the end
Could you ready yourself
And hold on for a moment?

made you fall forever
With no end in sight
When everything around is broken
Could you say that this felt right?

You are, for contradiction's sake,
Everything I remember that I swore I'd forget
You life has served you well
But everyone around has perished
From this fire that you've lit

The end is the beginning is the end

This is the start of a new chapter in my life,it is the end of something and the start of another.
What i gained from the end will be brought forward to my new beginning.
Sacrifices had to be made no doubt but it is worth it.
Even as painful and unwanted as it may be but i had to do it.
It might be very selfish of me to do it but its what i want and theres no turning back.
To xiaoran i didn't mean to leave u behind as i did but i have to or i know i won;t have enough will to carry on my future journey.
It was a necessary evil,do or break thing.
You wont be able to understand now maybe next time u would.
To the rest of my organization who might be reading this.
No need to wonder what happened or what,if u do read this then good.
Im currently embarking on a new chapter,a chapter i was supposed to step into last year but i didn't.It was pushed aside,kept aside and maybe even escaped from but i know i have to face it someway somehow.
And so here im no turning back already now is really no back road left for me.It have to be so ,so that i will give in my all for it.
I'm going to do trading with my cousins and i have plans,big plans ahead to go for.
Nothing is finalized yet have to wait for my cousin to be back and we discuss further of our partnership in it.But whatever it is im still going to do trading.
Its a do or die,make or break.

Trash(korn)

The pain that I'm just erasing.
I tell my lies and I despise.
Every second I'm with you.
So I run away and you still stay.
So what the fuck is with you.

Your feelings I can't help but rape them.
I'm sorry I don't feel the same.
My heart inside is constantly hating.
I'm sorry I just throw you away.

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold?
I dont know why it hurts me.
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me.
Why do I have this torment?
All I want to do is fuck it away.