Take a step into the silence

The following posts b4 this reflects what i feel and think.These are really harsh topics and i may scare some people especially religious people.So don't read if you are not open enough to accept anything else except what you want to hear.This is the side of me that many people don't see n hear from because i know most people are not open enough to talk about such topics and they will see me as being "satanic",which is another joke because most people have no real idea what a satanist is,they just think that satanists are devil worshippers which is wrong.So let me clear the air once and for all,no im not a satanist neither am i a devil worshipper.Though im baptised as a catholic im really not one at heart,im more of a free thinker.Why am i so,thats a long story and really difficult to explain too.Okay now some might think im against christianity then,no im not,im against the people in it.Many are just followers,following whats written in the bible and not have a mind of their own so what they do n think is just following they are no better than the devil worshippers in a way.Don't you think and feel that in that way many are hypocrites they are not genuine because whatever they do,think and say are just following of whatever was written.Its funny how christians are so ready to judge people when God is the only one who judges us.Sorry if all this offended any of you im just blogging my true self to people,because in order to really open myself up to people i have to be myself.What u see may not be what u get.