Beneath the surface
beyond the scars
to live or to die
to hide or to face
mirroring the truth
tearing at the hammered wall
withering in the cold winter storms
came to a stand still
this path must continue
soon it will be time,time for the pain to subside
scars to be formed
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Friday, December 19, 2008
Life on the moon
life on the moon(david cook)-check his new album out
Here in this crowd i'm feeling all alone
Turn me around and point me back to home
I'm getting lost more everyday
And i can't tear myself away
From the stars in my eyes with no light
Here are my terms, have some faith in me
And i'll let you be who you need to be
[chorus:]
Life on the moon couldnt be any stranger
Life on the moon wouldnt feel this far away?
The life that i knew is through
And i'm gonna need you more than ever
I'm alone in this crowded room
Its like life on the moon
Flown off the ground my head's up in the air
Self counscious to a fault with all the pople everywhere
Is getting harder everynight to take the punches left and right
Just to know that you're here by my side
Here are my terms have some faith in me
And i'll let you be who you need to be
Getting lost in my own atmosphere
Stars in the sky are the stars in my eyes
Is the cost of getting out of here alive
Here in this crowd i'm feeling all alone
Turn me around and point me back to home
I'm getting lost more everyday
And i can't tear myself away
From the stars in my eyes with no light
Here are my terms, have some faith in me
And i'll let you be who you need to be
[chorus:]
Life on the moon couldnt be any stranger
Life on the moon wouldnt feel this far away?
The life that i knew is through
And i'm gonna need you more than ever
I'm alone in this crowded room
Its like life on the moon
Flown off the ground my head's up in the air
Self counscious to a fault with all the pople everywhere
Is getting harder everynight to take the punches left and right
Just to know that you're here by my side
Here are my terms have some faith in me
And i'll let you be who you need to be
Getting lost in my own atmosphere
Stars in the sky are the stars in my eyes
Is the cost of getting out of here alive
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
at sixes and sevens
Do angels fly higher in the dark?
do they crash down and fall apart?
black are the tears when i cry
the only hope in this endless night
is to follow you through
but there's something deep inside of me
forcing me to turn away
but the pain was everywhere
it's written in my mind
painted in my heart
temptation nearly tears up my scars
already trying to find
one more way to hide from the burning light
you're the black princess in the garden of grief
eating me piece by piece
do they crash down and fall apart?
black are the tears when i cry
the only hope in this endless night
is to follow you through
but there's something deep inside of me
forcing me to turn away
but the pain was everywhere
it's written in my mind
painted in my heart
temptation nearly tears up my scars
already trying to find
one more way to hide from the burning light
you're the black princess in the garden of grief
eating me piece by piece
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Shadows In The Light
Like a pale ghost i waste away in this foul world
dirge still echoes in these woods
mourning lingers in vales
mirthless is this wandering through hollow days
burdened with sorrow far too deep,a pain impossible to bear
gone are the singing birds,silently sigh only the trees
for nothing have i been by your side
in vain have i wasted this life
all that was fair has been marred now
sleeping in the silent shade
there is a void inside me,hollowed by the years
time had made these scars,burned them in my soul
moulded this ugly figure of anguish and woe
and as light still lingers,painting scarlet this barren scene
on my cheeks,once so live,adorn flood of tears,caused by strife
and as i grieve under the sky,even raven croaks me its despise
in shrouding veil of thickening dusk
in the caress of darkening woods
these winds my path,narrow and fading
now that the light has gone away,all the searching has led astray
these journeys are filled with craving,these moments with loss
dirge still echoes in these woods
mourning lingers in vales
mirthless is this wandering through hollow days
burdened with sorrow far too deep,a pain impossible to bear
gone are the singing birds,silently sigh only the trees
for nothing have i been by your side
in vain have i wasted this life
all that was fair has been marred now
sleeping in the silent shade
there is a void inside me,hollowed by the years
time had made these scars,burned them in my soul
moulded this ugly figure of anguish and woe
and as light still lingers,painting scarlet this barren scene
on my cheeks,once so live,adorn flood of tears,caused by strife
and as i grieve under the sky,even raven croaks me its despise
in shrouding veil of thickening dusk
in the caress of darkening woods
these winds my path,narrow and fading
now that the light has gone away,all the searching has led astray
these journeys are filled with craving,these moments with loss
Thursday, February 21, 2008
The disclosure project
New discovery.
I shall not say anything for i let the video do the talking.
above is the youtube link,i have a better quality link if u want or u can search at stage6.com
http://www.disclosureproject.org/
What can i say?Im no longer as skeptical.
Just wait for the truth to be out,we have the right to know!
I shall not say anything for i let the video do the talking.
above is the youtube link,i have a better quality link if u want or u can search at stage6.com
http://www.disclosureproject.org/
What can i say?Im no longer as skeptical.
Just wait for the truth to be out,we have the right to know!
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
DEC 21 2012
Finally im back with a new post.
The following post is not meant for the faint of heart.
Read on with an open mind.
I was watching various documentaries and i stumbled upon something very interesting.
It first started from a ufo sightings video.
IN that video Aliens left messages which warned us about dec 21 2012 in the form of crop circles.
I know,i know crop circles were proven to be man made but if u see the following video i ask you to think for yourself how something so perfect n grand in scale be done by men?
It might be a hoax or it might be real.
Nobody can say for sure.
I can't post the entire video of the actual thing ,this is just to showcase to u a part of it.
You can ask me for it if you want to watch the full length video.
In the actual length video theres also a crop circle which is the mayan calendar.
The interesting thing is that the mayan calendar stops at dec 21 2012.
What does it signify?
Read on.
I then came across another video.
Titled doomsday clock.
It is a video thats over an hour.
It started out talking and explaining about geometry and the relations with 2012.
Then went on explaining about so many other things which indicated 2012.
For those who wants to watch it let me know.
The mayan calendar has predicted various events and disasters throughout history with great precision.
It is over thousand times more accurate than our current calendar as said by scientists and it predicted eclipse precisely.
The mayans were obsessed with time keeping and their calendar is testimony to that.
How did such an ancient civilization come up with such a calendar?
Thats a mystery.
Mysteriously enough their calendar ends at dec 21 2012.
What does it signify?
A dawn of a new age?end of the world?end of time as we know it?
Unfortunately the mayans are no longer around so we don't have the answer to that.
Interesting also is that various people have predicted the so called end of the world or great destruction on earth.
Could they been talking about what might happen in 2012?
In revelation of the bible ,it describes similar event.
Could it be the same thing?
The i ching also predicted it.
You can do a search up on i ching.
I don't want to explain about it here ,too long already.
ON top of that the web bot or something like that used by stock traders to predict events etc of the future had predicted more than that.
It predicted 2012 as well.
Ok i know you want proof.Next are scientifically proven.
In 1983 scientists discovered a planet which they named as planet x.
Planet x is going to orbit into our solar system in 2012.
Theres chances it might collide with earth.
Our sun will be aligned in the middle of the milky way in 2012.
Earth will have complete its complete wobble which takes 26,000 years which is in 2012.
Poles will change on earth.
so far earth's poles have changed several times before.
But it took 72 years to change a degree.
In 2012 the poles will change not in years,months or weeks but within hours.
Now those who have studied geography before knows how volcanoes are formed.
The massive change in just hours will cause massive number of volcanoes to form worldwide.
There will be massive tsunamis,earthquakes,etc as well.
It is rumoured that the us government will save selected people as they know that it is impossible to save everyone from the inevitable.
Foods are been stored underground etc.
The government is denying and putting a lid over 2012 as it will cause panic.
Around 2/3 of earth's population will perish.
The reason for my post is messages which i want to tell to people.
You choose what you want to believe in.
It might happen,it might not.
People have been talking about the end of the world since the beginning and predicted it as well and its always never happen.
BUT predictions of disasters and events are spot on.
So that is scary.
IT might not be the end of the world but 2/3 of us might perish.
I may sound very pessimistic but its not.
My message is that whether or not it happens what we should be doing is
to look at the future with optimism.
Remember the sayings live life to the fullest,live without regret,live each day as if its your last?
Well to me what 2012 means is a action signal.
A signal to take actions.
Cause sub consciously we know that we will live till old age etc so to act upon those
sayings is difficult.
Now what i know about 2012 it has given me the opportunity to program in my head
that i have only 4 years left .
In doing so i've been happier and more appreciative than before.
I hope you can do the same since this is such a great opportunity to do so.
So whether it happens or not at least we have lived our lives till then knowing that we have not wasted a day and theres no regret etc.
Thats the attitude to adopt.
The following post is not meant for the faint of heart.
Read on with an open mind.
I was watching various documentaries and i stumbled upon something very interesting.
It first started from a ufo sightings video.
IN that video Aliens left messages which warned us about dec 21 2012 in the form of crop circles.
I know,i know crop circles were proven to be man made but if u see the following video i ask you to think for yourself how something so perfect n grand in scale be done by men?
It might be a hoax or it might be real.
Nobody can say for sure.
I can't post the entire video of the actual thing ,this is just to showcase to u a part of it.
You can ask me for it if you want to watch the full length video.
In the actual length video theres also a crop circle which is the mayan calendar.
The interesting thing is that the mayan calendar stops at dec 21 2012.
What does it signify?
Read on.
I then came across another video.
Titled doomsday clock.
It is a video thats over an hour.
It started out talking and explaining about geometry and the relations with 2012.
Then went on explaining about so many other things which indicated 2012.
For those who wants to watch it let me know.
The mayan calendar has predicted various events and disasters throughout history with great precision.
It is over thousand times more accurate than our current calendar as said by scientists and it predicted eclipse precisely.
The mayans were obsessed with time keeping and their calendar is testimony to that.
How did such an ancient civilization come up with such a calendar?
Thats a mystery.
Mysteriously enough their calendar ends at dec 21 2012.
What does it signify?
A dawn of a new age?end of the world?end of time as we know it?
Unfortunately the mayans are no longer around so we don't have the answer to that.
Interesting also is that various people have predicted the so called end of the world or great destruction on earth.
Could they been talking about what might happen in 2012?
In revelation of the bible ,it describes similar event.
Could it be the same thing?
The i ching also predicted it.
You can do a search up on i ching.
I don't want to explain about it here ,too long already.
ON top of that the web bot or something like that used by stock traders to predict events etc of the future had predicted more than that.
It predicted 2012 as well.
Ok i know you want proof.Next are scientifically proven.
In 1983 scientists discovered a planet which they named as planet x.
Planet x is going to orbit into our solar system in 2012.
Theres chances it might collide with earth.
Our sun will be aligned in the middle of the milky way in 2012.
Earth will have complete its complete wobble which takes 26,000 years which is in 2012.
Poles will change on earth.
so far earth's poles have changed several times before.
But it took 72 years to change a degree.
In 2012 the poles will change not in years,months or weeks but within hours.
Now those who have studied geography before knows how volcanoes are formed.
The massive change in just hours will cause massive number of volcanoes to form worldwide.
There will be massive tsunamis,earthquakes,etc as well.
It is rumoured that the us government will save selected people as they know that it is impossible to save everyone from the inevitable.
Foods are been stored underground etc.
The government is denying and putting a lid over 2012 as it will cause panic.
Around 2/3 of earth's population will perish.
The reason for my post is messages which i want to tell to people.
You choose what you want to believe in.
It might happen,it might not.
People have been talking about the end of the world since the beginning and predicted it as well and its always never happen.
BUT predictions of disasters and events are spot on.
So that is scary.
IT might not be the end of the world but 2/3 of us might perish.
I may sound very pessimistic but its not.
My message is that whether or not it happens what we should be doing is
to look at the future with optimism.
Remember the sayings live life to the fullest,live without regret,live each day as if its your last?
Well to me what 2012 means is a action signal.
A signal to take actions.
Cause sub consciously we know that we will live till old age etc so to act upon those
sayings is difficult.
Now what i know about 2012 it has given me the opportunity to program in my head
that i have only 4 years left .
In doing so i've been happier and more appreciative than before.
I hope you can do the same since this is such a great opportunity to do so.
So whether it happens or not at least we have lived our lives till then knowing that we have not wasted a day and theres no regret etc.
Thats the attitude to adopt.
DEC 21 2012
Finally im back with a new post.
The following post is not meant for the faint of heart.
Read on with an open mind.
I was watching various documentaries and i stumbled upon something very interesting.
It first started from a ufo sightings video.
IN that video Aliens left messages which warned us about dec 21 2012 in the form of crop circles.
I know,i know crop circles were proven to be man made but if u see the following video i ask you to think for yourself how something so perfect n grand in scale be done by men?
It might be a hoax or it might be real.
Nobody can say for sure.
I can't post the entire video of the actual thing ,this is just to showcase to u a part of it.
You can ask me for it if you want to watch the full length video.
In the actual length video theres also a crop circle which is the mayan calendar.
The interesting thing is that the mayan calendar stops at dec 21 2012.
What does it signify?
Read on.
I then came across another video.
Titled doomsday clock.
It is a video thats over an hour.
It started out talking and explaining about geometry and the relations with 2012.
Then went on explaining about so many other things which indicated 2012.
For those who wants to watch it let me know.
The mayan calendar has predicted various events and disasters throughout history with great precision.
It is over thousand times more accurate than our current calendar as said by scientists and it predicted eclipse precisely.
The mayans were obsessed with time keeping and their calendar is testimony to that.
How did such an ancient civilization come up with such a calendar?
Thats a mystery.
Mysteriously enough their calendar ends at dec 21 2012.
What does it signify?
A dawn of a new age?end of the world?end of time as we know it?
Unfortunately the mayans are no longer around so we don't have the answer to that.
Interesting also is that various people have predicted the so called end of the world or great destruction on earth.
Could they been talking about what might happen in 2012?
In revelation of the bible ,it describes similar event.
Could it be the same thing?
The i ching also predicted it.
You can do a search up on i ching.
I don't want to explain about it here ,too long already.
ON top of that the web bot or something like that used by stock traders to predict events etc of the future had predicted more than that.
It predicted 2012 as well.
Ok i know you want proves.Next are scientifically proven.
In 1983 scientists discovered a planet which they named as planet x.
Planet x is going to orbit into our solar system in 2012.
Theres chances it might collide with earth.
Our sun will be aligned in the middle of the milky way in 2012.
Earth will have complete its complete wobble which takes 26,000 years which is in 2012.
Poles will change on earth.
so far earth's poles have changed several times before.
But it took 72 years to change a degree.
In 2012 the poles will change not in years,months or weeks but within hours.
Now those who have studied geography before knows how volcanoes are formed.
The massive change in just hours will cause massive number of volcanoes to form worldwide.
There will be massive tsunamis,earthquakes,etc as well.
It is rumoured that the us government will save selected people as they know that it is impossible to save everyone from the inevitable.
Foods are been stored underground etc.
The government is denying and putting a lid over 2012 as it will cause panic.
Around 2/3 of earth's population will perish.
The reason for my post is messages which i want to tell to people.
You choose what you want to believe in.
It might happen,it might not.
People have been talking about the end of the world since the beginning and predicted it as well and its always never happen.
BUT predictions of disasters and events are spot on.
So that is scary.
IT might not be the end of the world but 2/3 of us might perish.
I may sound very pessimistic but its not.
My message is that whether or not it happens what we should be doing is
to look at the future with optimism.
Remember the sayings live life to the fullest,live without regret,live each day as if its your last?
Well to me what 2012 means is a action signal.
A signal to take actions.
Cause sub consciously we know that we will live till old age etc so to act upon those
sayings is difficult.
Now what i know about 2012 it has given me the opportunity to program in my head
that i have only 4 years left .
In doing so i've been happier and more appreciative than before.
I hope you can do the same since this is such a great opportunity to do so.
So whether it happens or not at least we have lived our lives till then knowing that we have not wasted a day and theres no regret etc.
Thats the attitude to adopt.
The following post is not meant for the faint of heart.
Read on with an open mind.
I was watching various documentaries and i stumbled upon something very interesting.
It first started from a ufo sightings video.
IN that video Aliens left messages which warned us about dec 21 2012 in the form of crop circles.
I know,i know crop circles were proven to be man made but if u see the following video i ask you to think for yourself how something so perfect n grand in scale be done by men?
It might be a hoax or it might be real.
Nobody can say for sure.
I can't post the entire video of the actual thing ,this is just to showcase to u a part of it.
You can ask me for it if you want to watch the full length video.
In the actual length video theres also a crop circle which is the mayan calendar.
The interesting thing is that the mayan calendar stops at dec 21 2012.
What does it signify?
Read on.
I then came across another video.
Titled doomsday clock.
It is a video thats over an hour.
It started out talking and explaining about geometry and the relations with 2012.
Then went on explaining about so many other things which indicated 2012.
For those who wants to watch it let me know.
The mayan calendar has predicted various events and disasters throughout history with great precision.
It is over thousand times more accurate than our current calendar as said by scientists and it predicted eclipse precisely.
The mayans were obsessed with time keeping and their calendar is testimony to that.
How did such an ancient civilization come up with such a calendar?
Thats a mystery.
Mysteriously enough their calendar ends at dec 21 2012.
What does it signify?
A dawn of a new age?end of the world?end of time as we know it?
Unfortunately the mayans are no longer around so we don't have the answer to that.
Interesting also is that various people have predicted the so called end of the world or great destruction on earth.
Could they been talking about what might happen in 2012?
In revelation of the bible ,it describes similar event.
Could it be the same thing?
The i ching also predicted it.
You can do a search up on i ching.
I don't want to explain about it here ,too long already.
ON top of that the web bot or something like that used by stock traders to predict events etc of the future had predicted more than that.
It predicted 2012 as well.
Ok i know you want proves.Next are scientifically proven.
In 1983 scientists discovered a planet which they named as planet x.
Planet x is going to orbit into our solar system in 2012.
Theres chances it might collide with earth.
Our sun will be aligned in the middle of the milky way in 2012.
Earth will have complete its complete wobble which takes 26,000 years which is in 2012.
Poles will change on earth.
so far earth's poles have changed several times before.
But it took 72 years to change a degree.
In 2012 the poles will change not in years,months or weeks but within hours.
Now those who have studied geography before knows how volcanoes are formed.
The massive change in just hours will cause massive number of volcanoes to form worldwide.
There will be massive tsunamis,earthquakes,etc as well.
It is rumoured that the us government will save selected people as they know that it is impossible to save everyone from the inevitable.
Foods are been stored underground etc.
The government is denying and putting a lid over 2012 as it will cause panic.
Around 2/3 of earth's population will perish.
The reason for my post is messages which i want to tell to people.
You choose what you want to believe in.
It might happen,it might not.
People have been talking about the end of the world since the beginning and predicted it as well and its always never happen.
BUT predictions of disasters and events are spot on.
So that is scary.
IT might not be the end of the world but 2/3 of us might perish.
I may sound very pessimistic but its not.
My message is that whether or not it happens what we should be doing is
to look at the future with optimism.
Remember the sayings live life to the fullest,live without regret,live each day as if its your last?
Well to me what 2012 means is a action signal.
A signal to take actions.
Cause sub consciously we know that we will live till old age etc so to act upon those
sayings is difficult.
Now what i know about 2012 it has given me the opportunity to program in my head
that i have only 4 years left .
In doing so i've been happier and more appreciative than before.
I hope you can do the same since this is such a great opportunity to do so.
So whether it happens or not at least we have lived our lives till then knowing that we have not wasted a day and theres no regret etc.
Thats the attitude to adopt.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Stop at nothing
Its the new year and a new post after a long time.
IN just a year 2007,i've experienced the most ups and downs in my life so far.
Many of the downs which i now call setbacks could have crippled and left me paralyzed and even a walking dead.
Now as i look back at all the things that had happened i admire and impressed by the changes i went through,i broke through many of my mental boundaries and achieved things unthinkable to my old self.
Even with all the things i learned and personal power i still experienced many setbacks which tested my level of commitment,patience,determination,spirit,mind,body and tested me on the knowledge i had gained.
It was not easy,i could have given up.
I could have ok "Elias you have given all you have got at it and it failed,well at least you've tried so now just listen to what other people have been telling you and live it".
How often do u listen to other people and live your life that way?They tell you do this,that,etc and you live out your life as a script.
I'm not saying that you should not listen to them and take their words for trash.I'm telling you that should take in what they say and form your own thoughts.
They care for you and their own references formed their thoughts and beliefs which are their own,don't let let their beliefs become yours.
You seek your own truth,your own path.
Even if what they say might be true and by ignoring them and still doing things your way and failing might make you the fool,i'm telling you it's ok.
Because by trying,by taking your own steps you are learning.No matter the distance,how many times you fall and could never see the end to it never give up.
The moment you give up,all that you have done are wasted when you keep at it you will see the end of it.
"nothing is impossible and impossible is nothing"
IN just a year 2007,i've experienced the most ups and downs in my life so far.
Many of the downs which i now call setbacks could have crippled and left me paralyzed and even a walking dead.
Now as i look back at all the things that had happened i admire and impressed by the changes i went through,i broke through many of my mental boundaries and achieved things unthinkable to my old self.
Even with all the things i learned and personal power i still experienced many setbacks which tested my level of commitment,patience,determination,spirit,mind,body and tested me on the knowledge i had gained.
It was not easy,i could have given up.
I could have ok "Elias you have given all you have got at it and it failed,well at least you've tried so now just listen to what other people have been telling you and live it".
How often do u listen to other people and live your life that way?They tell you do this,that,etc and you live out your life as a script.
I'm not saying that you should not listen to them and take their words for trash.I'm telling you that should take in what they say and form your own thoughts.
They care for you and their own references formed their thoughts and beliefs which are their own,don't let let their beliefs become yours.
You seek your own truth,your own path.
Even if what they say might be true and by ignoring them and still doing things your way and failing might make you the fool,i'm telling you it's ok.
Because by trying,by taking your own steps you are learning.No matter the distance,how many times you fall and could never see the end to it never give up.
The moment you give up,all that you have done are wasted when you keep at it you will see the end of it.
"nothing is impossible and impossible is nothing"
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